Here in a yellow room



​ February 24 2026, I am 38 minutes away from starting class with a difficult group, and all I’m wondering is: how did I get myself into this situation? This job is very difficult, and it requires so much patience. I thought, in my little head, that I could learn how to set up a website, learn how to use some tools, and figure it out.

I’m stalking my artist friends who are a lot more successful and accomplished than me and thinking, how can I also do something like this? What portfolios are they using? What words are they using to convince other people of their worth?

Anyway, this took me a few minutes, and I don’t want to waste my planning period. Somehow I keep getting more stressed about all of this, and I can’t wait for spring break.


March 3 2025, Here arriving from work on a mondy afternoon 4:52pm with Lola and Amanda

I can't believe I got married! I am here with my wife.

She is very tired from work. I am tired too, but I just discovered this blog again. I had totally forgotten about it. You know, I can't believe I still have the same spark for making art.

I continue to dream and have these crazy, random thoughts. So many new things have come out of the past 7 years.

I mean, I'm probably using AI to correct my terrible grammar.

Have I become more of a simple man? Have I become more cautious? I definitely became more paranoid. I mean, my thoughts are consumed by the fear of not having money—thoughts of investing and saving.

Professor Chang is still alive, and he is still full of passion. You must remember Ronney to honor all the people who love you and believe in you!

I continue to paint, and I feel like I am finally arriving at what my purpose as a painter is. I’ve been having these crazy dreams now, and I will write them down in hopes that my future self might either surprise himself or actually fulfill these dreams.

First, I think we should buy land to build a big brick barn and then turn it into an art university. Call me crazy, but if you research the story of the Pelican Inn, you'll see it's true: if one is crazy enough to dream and write things down, maybe things will actually open up. In fact, I’ve experienced this multiple times throughout my life.

Nov 11, 2018 limited palette

Limited palette is a technique for painting portraits and reducing the amount of mixing and it is a good way to keep your values in check without having think too much about the temperatures.
the palette is very simple.
Yellow ochre, venetian red, ivory back, titanium white.
then the mixed colors you create a range that is more manageable.

yellow ochre+ a bit of venetian red+ white = flesh
Venetian red + white = Cool pink
Venetian red + ivory black+ white= Purple
Yellow Ochre+ ivory black = Green
Titanium white+ white = Gray (looks blue next to a warm color)

Venetian red+ ivory black + Yellow ochre = a rich warm umber.

add cad red cad orange and or ultramarine.

October 30, after hours.

There is no east versus west, or American versus European art, the world is a sphere and the time with seasons in it are simultaneously happening. Caravaggio is alive as he keeps influencing people to this day, so is Rembrandt and Vermeer, and they too were influenced.

October 23, 2018 practice studio thought

Great art especially painting has this ability to draw people in, so when you are working on a piece if it is worth the effort and time you should work at it from a distance and ask the: "Question does this piece draws me in? " I have noticed that most famous or brilliant sculptures are backed up by social conditioning,  in this team painting has a striking advantage over sculpture or any other medium, I thought about this idea that most of us value our time, and have you noticed that during a visit in a museum we tent to pass over amazing paintings? what are the properties of a good spiting that makes people follow this sort of scent like bees, have you noticed in a room with a Vermeer or another spectacular painting how people are drawn in to this pieces, sometime they form a small painting line, sometimes more people notice that and they create this rhythm, is incredible how an inanimate object can create rhythms on its own.

30 september, 2018

What if everyone around you forgot your name?
 Would you feel entitled to represent yourself?

30 september 2018 Morning

I have forgotten how to type in here, the next week will have a lot of tests and tasks to complete, and I think my mind is utterly divided. It is the morning where I take some coffee, and listen to Native American music, I look around my room and do realize that I have far to many things I should care less for or care more for. I spoke with my niece yesterday and she is going though some difficult things because she is changing. I love her very much, and she is 14 and I think she feels that everything is against her, and her dad is making mistakes and it stresses her. I pray for her and I hope all of this things pass.

28 September 2018

Today I woke up ok, but then it got bad, I don't really want to do much.

13 September, late at night

Painting a portrait of a loved one has proven harder than to paint  a stranger, suddenly I forgot everything there is to know about holding a brush and mixing colors.
I fear her face will look back at me and judge her likeness, it is so difficult to paint a loved one.
there is only me expecting to finish it and to be happy with it knowing I worked as hard as I could.

12 September, did no rain today

Today I will rush my homework to drive at 1am to the ceramics studio and work all night with 75 pounds of terra-cotta clay, I have had this images in my head for the past two days I can't shake off.

11 September 2018 in bed

One don't suppose a person is entirely aware of the time which his heart stops for a moment to think.
Things that are coming from an artistic point of view seem useless for the people who are completely unaware that we all run on rhythm and patterns that don't make any sense.

The other day, I received a gift from my beautiful girlfriend, it was a small box of cheerios wrapped in an artsy design. as soon as I picked it up it was heavier than a normal box of cheerios. and then I opened, inside of the box there was a tube of paint, it was titanium white the safest and most useful color the person that loves you enough to think in those terms, I hope she stick around with me, and I hope to make her happy.
Sept 11, 2018
Before i could start with the book- is more convenient to tell you something, wich is very important actually to me the root of history. 'the memory' if we have being take of it we loose everything.
i will describe and introduce to you this place.
my name is ronney and im the narrator of this tale. some people might call things as they are and seen things as they were. other just continue wondering whats inside and outside of us.

In a very very far future, people lost all interest in knowledge in any disipline, spiritualy, materialistic or even personal goals, like fame, power, healh, because it was all done" and all problems were erradicated. they were just completely, empty. without purpose and void.

Leaders and dictators made sure to burn and erase any sign of the inexplicable or supernatural aperance, so any history of mystical tale was destroyed, it's easy to explain, they discovered that all problems of humanity were rooted into the perpetual search of God, if they could solve everything by killing God and avoiding fears, they would. they did.
humanity destroyed god by ignoring it, its sad because you can destroy somebody that you love by simply ignoring him.
The stars in the sky fell to earth, as late figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind, a third of our people had die of the plague or perish by famine inside us; a third had fallen by the sword outside our walls; and a third were scatter to the winds and pursued with drawn sword.

It was a cold night, in a place far far away but yet so close to us, this place was a valley full of grass and fig trees and fireflys and color,
the population of almost one hundred fourty four thousand people, happy and strong, a peaceful and beautiful place in deed, you could see people coming from all over, with their big bottles of sweet water and milk.

but now it was dark, and the moon was shinning over the grass and all what remained at the distance,
this person a young boy with brown hair and with a little shield in his hand, his healm with incredible details and with a dark silver armor, he was mounting a black horse with white marks at the tip of his legs, at the middle of one side of the valley, in the middle of the night with a light tourch in his hand, he was screaming!
is was dark and the only things that were giving light to this place was the moon and his torch, the dark sky was getting filled with hundreds of burning arrows.

Many soldiers at a distance with dark silver armors were reaching the young boy the soldiers with swords, flags with tree white marks , and this boy, couldnt understand he just took the belt of the horse turning back to get away from them, where im, what is this? he asked, then suddenly a mighty strong sound came deep within the ground, and most of the grass was breaking and pulling up, fear caught the entire army of only 80 people that were following the boy, and a gigantic thing was trying to get out form the grass, covered with dirt, screaming so strong and fearful, there was this horrible face covered with fury anger and desperation with the tip of his nose pointing up, he coulnt get free from the ground, my Lord! screamed a soldier from the distance, tell us what to do! he told to the young boy, but the boy confused was galloping so fast and scared, he turned back to see this gigantic face dig in the ground " i dont know what to do, who are you?

The boy confused said to the soldier, the soldier confused said to the army "take fire from one of the men and burn the arrows and aim to the eyes if necesary" , the creature with mighty strengh screaming with two voices started moving, "WHAT SHALL YOU DO TO ME" said the monster, the soldier who was actually a general said to the creature , in the order of our lord prince Hamlet you have being put under custodie or die, if you refuse to surrender, "SURRENDER?" said the monster "I SHALL M ANGEL OF THE REGION"

"we belive in no angels" said the general
"and as i said leave or die",

"FOR YOU? ME SHALL NOT LEAVE." said the monster.

im not allowed to talk to you "Beast" My lord please come near and
tell us what to do, the boy was far back covered in fear, said ugg
I i dont know what is this?

"we have being following you for months my lord" said the general "following this thing called angel" and you took us here "you said wait and shoot fire arrows to the sky"

and when we did, we saw and heard something strange happening to you,

The face digged in the ground started moving and a big sound came from the ground, and the face started screaming then the body of this beast was getting out

"ARRGGG" IF YOU NO KING, I SHALL NO SURRENDER"

"IF YOU NOT KNOWING , YOU EXISTING"

and the monster started moving and smelled like a rotten animal, a strong smell invaded the place,
he had a body like a serpent and this serpent was covered in feathers, full of mud and rotten blood,

prince, please follow me said the general, "pull Back and aim to any soft part of the body" im not sure what we are supposed to do so please prince we are waiting for your orders,

"ARRRGG" the angel strated flying


the boy reached his bow in his back and took an arrow, and shot him
but he missed, we first need to take his sight away, said the boy,
please general follow me,

tell your soldiers to pull back, and they started to move with the horses away
now we gallop to the monster as fast as we can, said the boy, of course my lord.

lets go, the angel was moving violently in the sky, and the boy took the bow again
while riding his horse and shoot an arrow in the nose of this beast, he had face of a human brown skin dark eyes, no hair but feathers and a body of a serpent, nasty mouth, and a nose like a parrot, but a human nose, and then another arrow from the prince was shoot, whilke the horse was moving,

"ARRGGG I SHALL M ONE WHO RULES THIS REGION" said the monster desperate,

and with his body he then hit the ground destroying many trees around then and move back to the sky,

"let me take something" said the general, pulling back and taking one torch of fire,
galloping back to get near the beast. im your enemy im the one send to destroy you said the general, and the angle braking his stomach was pulling out some kind of arms and trowing blood and nasty part of the beast were falling form the body,

but "he did not remember anything at all,

is it raining? asked the sheperd while sleeping next to a fig tree, some drops of water had fallen in his face, it was night, when he woke up

Anticultural Positions by Jean Dubuffet

I think, not only in the arts, but also in many other fields, an important change is taking place, now, in our time, in the frame of mind of many persons.

It seems to me that certain values, which had been considered for a long time as very certain and beyond discussion, begin now to appear doubtful, and even quite false to many persons. And that, on the other hand, other values which were neglected, or held in contempt, or even quite unknown, begin to appear of great worth.
I have the impression that a complete liquidation of all the ways of thinking whose sum constituted what has been called humanism and has been fundamental for our culture since the Renaissance, is now taking place, or, at least, going to take place soon.
I think that the increasing knowledge of the thinking of so called primitive peoples, during the past fifty years has contributed a great deal to this change, and especially the acquaintance with works of art made by those peoples, which have much surprised and interested the Occidental public.
It seems to me that many people are beginning to ask themselves if the Occident has not many very important things to learn from these savages. Maybe in many cases their solutions and their ways of doing, which first appeared to us very rough, are more clever than ours. It may be that ours are the rough ones. It may be that refinement, cerebrations, depth of mind are on their side and not on ours.

Personally, I believe very much in the values of savagery. I mean instinct, passion, mood, violence, madness.

Now I must say I don’t mean to say that the Occident lacks savage values.

Even so, I think that the values held up by our culture do not correspond to the real frame of mind of the Occident - I think that the culture of the Occident is a coat which doesn’t fit him, which, in any case, doesn’t fit him anymore. I think this culture is very much like a dead language, without anything in common with the language spoken in the street. This culture drifts further and further from daily life. It is confined to certain small and dead circles as a culture of mandarins- it no longer has real and living roots.
For myself, I aim for an art which would be an immediate connection with daily life, an art which would start from daily life, and which would be a very direct and very sincere expression of our real life and our real moods.

I am going to enumerate several points concerning the Occidental culture with which I don’t agree.

ONE OF THE PRINCIPAL CHARACTERISTICS OF Western culture is the belief that the nature of man is very different from the nature of other beings of the world. Custom has it that man cannot be identified, or compared in the least, with elements such as wind, trees, rivers- except humorously, of for poetic rhetorical figures. The western man has, at least, a great contempt for trees and rivers.
On the contrary, the so called primitive man loves and admires trees and rivers. He has a great pleasure to be like them.
The primitive man believes the blossoming of the man is to be found by developing what, in the man, is like trees and rivers, and becoming something as a super-tree, a super-river.
He believes in a real similitude between man and trees and rivers. He has a very strong sense of the continuity of all things, especially between man and the rest of the world. Those primitive societies have surely much more respect than Western man for every being of the world; they have a feeling that man is not at all the owner of the beings but only one of them among the others.

MY SECOND POINT OF DISAGREEMENT with Occidental culture is the following one: Western man believes that the things he thinks exist outside exactly in the same way he thinks of them. He is convinced that the shape of the world is the same shape as his reason. He believes very strongly that the basis of his reason is well founded and especially the basis of his logic.
But the primitive man has neither an idea of weakness of reason and logic, nor does he believe in other ways of thinking, that is why he has so much esteem and so much admiration for the states of mind which are called delirium and madness by us. I am convinced art has much to do with madness and aberrations.
I think this disposition of mind is also fairly characteristic of the so-called primitive societies.

NOW, THIRD POINT: I want to talk about the great respect Occidental culture has for elaborated ideas. I don’t regard elaborated ideas as the best part of human function. I think ideas are rather a weakened rung in the ladder of mental function, something like a landing where the mental processes become impoverished, like an outside crust caused by cooling.
Ideas are like steam condensed into water by the conflict with the evil of reason and logic.
I don’t think the greatest value of mental functioning is to be found at this landing of ideas and it is not at this landing that they interest me. I aim rather to capture the thought at a point of its development prior to this landing of elaborated ideas.
The whole art, the whole literature and the whole philosophy of the Occident rests on the landing of elaborated ideas. But my own art, and my own philosophy, lean entirely on stages more underground. I always try to catch the mental process at a deeper point of its roots, where, I am sure, the sap is much richer.

FOURTH: OCCIDENTAL CULTURE IS VERY FOND of analysis. I have no taste for analysis and no confidence in it. One thinks, everything can be known by way of dismantling it or dissecting it into all its parts, and studying separately each of these parts.
My own feeling is quite different. I am more disposed on the contrary to always recompose things. As soon as an object has only been cut in two parts, I have the impression it is lost for my study. I am further removed from this object instead of being nearer to it.
I have a very strong feeling that the sum of the parts does not equal the whole.

My inclination leads me, when I want to see something really well, to regard it with its surrounding whole. If I want to know this glass on the table, I don’t look straight at this glass; I look at the middle of the room, trying to include in my glance as many objects as possible.
If there is a tree in the country, I don’t bring it into my laboratory to look at it under my microscope. I think the wind which flows through its leaves is necessary for the knowledge of the tree and cannot be separated from it, as well as the birds which are in the branches, and even the song of these birds. My turn of mind is to always join the tree with more things surrounding it.
I have been on this point for a long time, because I think this turn of mind is an important aspect of my art.

THE FIFTH POINT IS THAT OUR CULTURE is based on an enormous confidence in the language - especially the written language - and on a belief in its ability to translate and elaborate thought. That appears to me to be a misapprehension. I have the impression that language is a very rough stenography, a system of algebraic signs that are very rudimentary, which impairs thought instead of helping it. Speech is more concrete, animated by the sound of the voice, intonations, a cough, and even making a face and mimicry, and it seems to me more effective. Written language seems to me to be a bad instrument. As an instrument of expression, it seems to deliver only a dead remnant of thought, more or less as clinkers from the fire. As an instrument of elaboration it overloads thought and falsifies it.
I believe (and here I am in accord with the so called primitive civilizations) that painting is more concrete than written words and is a much richer instrument than written words for the expression and elaboration of thought.
What is interesting about thought, is not the instant of transformation into formal ideas, but the moments preceding that.
My painting can be regarded as a tentative language fitted for these areas of thought.

I NOW COME TO MY SIXTH AND LAST POINT, which deals with the notion of beauty adopted by Occidental culture.

I want to begin by telling you how my own conception differs from the usual one.
The usual conception states that there are beautiful objects and ugly objects, beautiful persons and ugly persons, beautiful places and ugly places, and so forth.
Not I. I believe beauty is nowhere. I consider the usual notion of beauty to be completely false - I refuse absolutely to assent to this idea, that there are ugly persons and ugly objects. This idea is stiffing and revolting to me.
I think the Greeks are the ones who were first to purport this invention - that certain objects are more beautiful than others.
The so-called savage peoples do not believe in that conception at all and they do not understand when you speak to them of beauty.
This is the reason one calls them savage. The western man gives the name of savage to one who does not understand that beautiful things and ugly things exist and who does not care for that at all.
It is strange that for centuries and centuries, and now more than ever, the men of the Occident dispute which things are beautiful and which are ugly. All are certain that beauty exists without doubt, but one cannot find two who agree about the objects which are so endowed. And from one century to the next it changes. In each century Occidental culture declares beautiful what it declared ugly in the preceding one.

The rationalization of that is that beauty exists, but it is hidden from view for many people. To perceive beauty requires a certain special sense, and most people do not have this sense.
One believes that it is also possible to develop this sense, by doing exercises, and even to make it appear in persons who are not gifted with this sense. There are schools for that.
The teacher in these schools states to his pupils that there is without doubt a beauty of things, but he has to add that people dispute which things are endowed with that, and that people have so far never succeeded in establishing it firmly. He invites his pupils to examine the question in their turn and so, from generation to generation, the dispute continues.
This idea of beauty is, however, one of the things our culture prizes most and it is customary to consider this belief in beauty and the respect for this beauty as the ultimate justification of Western civilization. The principle of civilization itself is involved with this notion of beauty.
I find this idea of beauty a meager and not very ingenious invention, and especially not very encouraging for man. It is distressing to think about people being deprived of beauty because they are too corpulent or too old. I find even this idea - that the world we live in is made up of ninety percent ugly things and ugly places, while things and places endowed with beauty are very rare and very difficult to meet - I must say, I find that idea not very exciting. It seems to me that the Occident will not suffer a great loss if it loses this idea. On the contrary, if it becomes aware that there is no ugly object nor ugly person in this world and that beauty does not exist anywhere, but that any object is able to become fascinating and illuminating, it will have made a great stride. I think such an idea will enrich life more than the common idea of beauty.
And now what happens with art? Art has been considered, since the Greeks, to have as its goal the creation of beautiful lines and beautiful color harmonies. If one abolishes this notion what becomes of art?
I am going to tell you. Art, then, returns to its real function, which is much more significant than creating shapes and colors agreeable for the so-called pleasure of the eyes.
I do not find this function, assembling colors in pleasing arrangements, very noble. If painting was only that, I should not lose one hour of my time to this activity.

Art addresses itself to the mind, and not to the eyes. It has always been considered in this way by primitive peoples, and they are right. Art is a language, an instrument of knowledge, an instrument of expression.

I think this enthusiasm for the language of words, which I mentioned before, has been the reason our culture started to regard painting as a rough, rudimentary, and even contemptible language, good only for illiterate people. From that, culture invented, as a rationalization for art, this myth of plastic beauty, which in my opinion, is an impostor.
I just said, and I repeat now, painting is, in my opinion, a language much richer than that of words. So it is quite unclear to look for rationalizations in art.

Painting is a language much more immediate and, at the same time, much more charged with meaning. Painting operates through signs which are not abstract and incorporeal like words. The signs of painting are much closer to the objects themselves. Further, painting manipulates materials which are themselves living substances. That is why painting allows one to go much further than words do in approaching things and conjuring them.
Painting can also - and this is very remarkable - conjure things, which are not isolated, but linked to all that surrounds them; a great many things simultaneously.

In addition, painting is much more immediate and much more direct than language of words; much closer to the cry, or to the dance. That is why painting is a way of expressing our inner voices much more effectively than words.

I just said painting allows, especially much better than words, one to express the various stages of thought, including the deeper levels, the underground stages of mental processes.
Painting has a double advantage over the language of words. First, painting conjures objects with greater strength and comes much closer to them. Second, painting offers to the inner dance of the painter’s mind a larger door to the outside. These two qualities of painting make it an extraordinary instrument of thought, or if you will, an extraordinary instrument of clairvoyance, and also an extraordinary instrument to exteriorize this clairvoyance and to permit us to get it ourselves along with the painter.

Painting now can illuminate the world with wonderful discoveries, can endow man with new myths and new mystics, and reveal, in infinite number, unsuspected aspects of things, and new values not yet perceived.

Here is, I think, for artists, a much more worthy job than creating assemblages of shapes and colors pleasing for the eyes.

*Lecture given by Jean Dubuffet at the "Arts Club of Chicago" Thursday December 20th 1951. This article appears courtesy of Jonas Mekas.

Jean Dubuffet (1901-1985) was one of the most important French painters and sculptors of the Twentieth Century.

Traveling to other countries

I believe all artists should expose themselves with new ideas and cultures, well I am also a fan of savoring the moment and time and taking the amazing opportunity of been grateful and finding beauty in any place we might find ourselves.

This pictures if from a small apartment in Paris France in an amazing neighborhood very wealthy but this place was like most of France areas a mix between simplicity, old and new.

I think is extremely important to keep looking and exploring, just staying with curiosity and admiration to enjoying your life in all the different situations and opportunities we might find.

A couple months ago I travelled to Paris and London, it was mainly a travel to see museums and art exhibitions and it was in unavailable experience, I think artist have to feel light and willing to expand their curiosity and discipline to keep painting.

there is a struggle in all artist to find that answer to the question of following your heart and painting with honesty, I think to improve your art it is necessary to explore and take lessons, paint outside and keep on practicing your craft. The love of the craft is something I could absolutely see when I arrived at Rodin's House it was totally clear to me that his choices were correct and with determination in regards with his sculpture, but, taking this idea with painting, there are things that a person won't be able to learn with he or she doesn't travel, traveling Is an essential part of growing as an artist, and it doesn't have to be another country or continent but is the process of not being afraid to make that step and going outside and going full time and 100% of your focus in your craft.

What is the most difficult art to master on the highest level: music, literature or painting?

Music and Painting Levels are subjective, but, literature at the highest level has the ability to change human behavior, create neuroplasticity, bypass reason, and even bend our cultural and physical reality by the means of spirituality or information.

So yes literature combined with the author’s experience and mastery of a subject or (lack there of) at the highest level can change nations, continents and time.

How to deal with low stages in the artist life?

No ones task in life is big enough, everybody has a small part to play before we all depart.

The best way I know how to fight depression to become a blessing, a blessing for others who are in need, once a person changes their focus on themselves and direct it to others who have nothing or are in desperate need of advice, life will reward you with momentum.How to find your purpose as an artist

Finding purpose in art

We are human beings, on a biological level our purpose is to carry billions of bacteria and microbes and fungus in our bodies to later go back to the earth and become soil.

If you are lost and you feel like you should “ know” your purpose and blah blah

you are being naive, no one knows why we are here for, the only clue we have is that life is short and you should remove distractions and instead you should focus on becoming a blessing for others.

The intersection between that which makes you scared, that which makes you angry (when you see it) and which makes you happy is the piece of the puzzle of what you should do in life and is something we all have to face because the clock is ticking.

The painter's brush

The brush of a painter is an important tool through which the artist wields his power and expresses his emotions. The canvass, the oil, and all the other painting media are important too, but these leave the artist when the work is done.

Only the paint brushes stay, faithful and willing to participate in the making of the next masterpiece.

Painters need two kinds of brushes. One is stiff and the other is soft. A painter usually has a range of sizes for both types of brushes.

The stiff brushes are used for the majority of painting tasks and it comes in three shapes: the round, the flat and the filbert. For all ye art beginners, filbert is a shape that is rounded at the base and tapers to a point at the tip. Stiff brushes are made of hog bristles but there are also synthetic bristles available that can make acceptable results. Naturally, many painters prefer the genuine article.

The soft brushes are used for putting in fine details. Painters agree that the best soft brushes are the ones made of sable. Since sable brushes are expensive, there are substitutes available. But the brush strokes made using these replacements are not as good as the ones made by the sable-made soft brush.

There is also a kind of brush made of either sable or hog hair. It is called a fan-head brush and it is needed to seamlessly blend paint on the canvas.

We have heard of painters not taking a bath during a painting marathon, and there are painters known for having chaotic studios. But many painters like to be organized and the most cared for of their tools are the brushes. Besides, many painters believe, though no scientific data supports this, that used but well cared-for brushes perform better than new ones.

The first rule in caring for paint brushes is to never use them to mix paint. There are painting knives to do this task. Another important thing to remember is to never stand the brushes, especially the soft ones, with the point down in the jar. Those expensive hair or bristles are sensitive and may be bent permanently.

When a painter mentors you to place just the right amount of paint on the brush, he wasnít thinking about saving the paint. He was trying to save the brush. Too much paint on it will clog the ferrules, the part that holds the hair or bristles together. If clogged, you have to clean it and cannot avoid parting the hairs. If done too often, the brush ultimately become useless.

Lastly, brushes should be cleaned as soon as you are done using them. You may use turpentine with soap and water. For soft brushes, these can be dipped in milk and allowed to dry for a couple of days. Remember to keep the tips up.

Painting Still Life

So you want to be known as a painter of still life? Still life painting gives you, the artist an opportunity to render spirituality or poetry to seemingly mundane objects. Though the final creation seemed less intricate than portraits or landscapes, the process of composing a still life involves manifold preparations and specific requirements in composition and design.

To prepare the composition of the subject. You must be sure that it is how you want the objects to be arranged. You may draw several preliminary sketches using different compositions and carefully study each of them. Choose the one that would give the most balanced and harmonious pattern of light and dark.

Another specific requirement is the light source. It should be steady and if possible natural or natural looking, the canvas used for the still life should not be too big or too small 16x20 or some similar size is adequate.

The next step is to decide what approach you will use. Except when you’re aiming for photo-realism, you don’t really want to paint the subject as exactly as you see it. Therefore, decide what is your purpose, concept, or even message for making this still life. This step is most crucial because, based on your decision, you would determine how you would proceed.

The oil painting technique utilized by many old masters involves applying repeated layers of paint and glazes. Some examples of works done by this technique are still Life: Lemons, Oranges and a Roses by Zurbaran and The Silver Goblet by Chardin (one of my favorites).

Or you may wish to use the direct painting approach. Should you decide this, a good thing to remember is to decide one center of interest. This centered interest ideally is the most lighted of all objects and others are partly concealed by shadows. Of course, the surface on which the center of interest lies should be lighted too. But the line of shadow beneath the objects should ideally be the darkest in the picture.

Another thing to keep in mind are the distinct shapes of your objects and the ground plane. Establish these early on and never lose them in the process.

And finally, after you have applied all the necessary strokes and colors, step back and scrutinize your work. Add finishing touches. For example, if the overall impression is rather dull, consider adding another color, perhaps a complement to one of the colors you’ve applied.

It Sounds funny to say but a good still life should be poetic sometimes the strongest pieces of the artwork is the subtle shift of lights and dark values, sometimes is the dance between the arranged objects the composition and the mood the painting depicts, some beautiful paintings by Daneil Sprick, Isabel Quintanilla and even Cezanne are just spectacular and deep in reflection and observation, this is what I believe to be the power of a good still life.

Art Books

We all like being creative. Our busy schedule hardly gives us any time to spent time with our selfs. Constant focus on work makes our life dull. One of the best ways to make your life colorful is by doing some painting in your spare time. A Painting Book consists of some beautiful and decorative paintings.

Today you can find many painting book outlets providing some wonderful painting books. If you would like to learn painting you can find a painting book that meets your cause. There are books for beginners that provide step by step guidance of different aspects of painting. These books also provide you with some useful information about color mixing. Painting books are also available for advanced artist. These painting books are highly advanced and drive the artist to new world of creativity.

Some of the painting books for beginners and professional are

1. Painting Landscape Books - will provide you all the tips and techniques that professional landscape artist use. The painting book provides you with all the fabulous landscape designs and information on composition, simple and easy techniques and useful stepwise guidelines. Composition and design are essential for painting landscapes.

2. Portrait painting Books - painting portraits is not an easy task, of the many things you can do with art, learnig to depict the human figure is one of the hardest things you can do, in fact between landscapes and figure paiting figures might be the most lucrative. The paintings are a wonderful and if you think about it most famous artist in history were figure painters. Today even a student can learn the skill of painting, considering the number of painting books in the market, but, practicing the human anatomy and portraiture requires alot of information study and skill.

3. Mixed Genre Books - If you wish to learn or polish the art of oil painting why not try as many different ideas in contemporary and academic art books. Today one can find different types of painting books in the market. Some of these painting books are more instructional while some are very informative. Any of these oil painting books are going to be a super resource and will only help your cause to learn the art better. Some ideas to buy I draw from are artists who have a slightly different point of view, for example artist sometimes choose to paint still lives and sometimes they choose to paint magical realism or photographic images, today artist are expanding into different realms and I dont think we should necessarily confine our inspiration to the three main genres such as landscape, figurative or still lives. an artist who has done pretty well in this three main categories is Daniel Sprick, David Leffell and Richard Schmid, in the other hand there are other artists who are creating things in between such as Vincent Desiderio, or Odd Nerdrum.

In my opinion, Art should be as honest as possible without constrains and one should take the challenge of tackling reality with an open and sincere heart. After all, isn't touching another people with our art what is all about, I have seen many artworks that do not convey anything because a poem can have pretty words and say nothing and it can also say much with very few insignificant words.

The influence of Titian

Tiziano Vecelli or Tiziano Vecellio, I was walking down a corridor in the Louvre two months ago, and I looked at a painting by Titian next to this painting was a 'hard worked' copy of the same painting by Manet, it surprised me to see such a copy since the colors and some proportions were bit off and strange yet both paintings had something to say, I have been thinking a lot about the influence that Titian had over the art world, the Venetian war and his massive fame and fortune over his glazing and painting techniques, Titian was a merchant, a salesman and an incredible artist he was a giant in the painting world by the time he died and still is. When he died people broke into his house to steal his works, by the time Titian was in his thirties he was already gaining popularity to an incredible extent in other states and outside of Venice and Florence. What surprise me the most about Titian is his relentless pursuit of excellence and non-conformity.

FACE expo 2017 Review

FACE is the Figurative Art Convention & Expo that took place in the Biltmore Hotel in Coral Gables (Miami), Florida, I attended the conference thanks to my dear Professor David Chang who told me to register as a volunteer, the conference lasted for 6 days and it was wonderful, I believe it might be one of the most important events of the year for artist and art teachers who want to support the figurative art movement, I got to see a lot of the important characters who are making a difference in working together to build an infrastructure for students and professional artist who want to push an open a door for the art market, the conference was a mixture between technical workshops about classical techniques such as painting Alla Prima and charcoal drawing and also anatomical demonstrations, clay and bronze casting demonstrations, and the second part was made possible by TRAC a more lecture based and philosophical organization that focus on discussion about the art movement and the implications that are created on art education and all the Ateliers that are being created to facilitate this evolution within the coming years in United States and Europe.

My favorite artist who I got the opportunity to meet were Max Ginsburg , David A. Leffel, Sherrie McGraw, Jacob Collins, Cesar Santos and others.

The conference was not incredibly big in fact maybe 800 people attended the event, but, it was an excellent opportunity to see what other professional artist are working on and how they are dealing with the art world, another interesting thing that happened was that I got to meet Cesar Santos who is a great guy, very humble and passioned and he was not actually part of the show for professional reasons but still came by to say hi to the fans and many other people from all over the world.

Another point I wanted to make is how smart and professional Eric Rhodes the owner and organizer of this event was during the days of the workshops and presentation he was very supportive and one could feel how passioned and sharp this businessman is, I learned about by looking at his vision and his future ideas and projects, this man is a marketing and art investor machine it was very inspiring to see.

Eric Rhodes and Graydon Parrish were talking during the workshop about color mixing and the oil painting process, the workshop was good but a bit to short for the amount of information on optics, colors and the process of mixing colors to achieve an specific mood and quality for the pairings, we can see Grayson Parrish work on google and it really shows the amount of effort he takes to compose and paint his work, I got close to him at the end of the workshop to ask him how he would find the overall look of his pities and he replied that he would work on a small scape color studies to play around with the color palette and create smaller versions of his paintings before working on a big scale he mentioned Delacroix work in this manner and It was interesting.

Good books for artists

Today is the second day of the New year 2018, IM very pleased and happy to see new things in my life, the path and decisions I have made during the last couple years, first I learn from many books to be cautious and patient, in terms of creating art products and becoming a sales man it is exciting to make stuff, to serve other people, and it is very healthy for all artists to be on the path of becoming a person who produces and is always set up on new projects, I'm here going to express some of the books that you should read for 2018 if you are an artists that want to build her or her own company and make products, the following books are excellent and I give them 10/10

1. Creativity Inc.
2. Principles: Life and Work By Ray Dalio
3. The Simple Path to Wealth: Your road map to financial independence and a rich, free life By JL Collins 

A comic book artist who is willing to create their own products and wants to be independent and have money must be prepared to think and act as a businessman, I dont believe this people who talk about talents and artistic practice without talking about the immense value to creating a product,/ book, or course that other people are willing to buy.

Not only having a job is necessary at the beginning, but also having the capacity to save and investing is extremely important, the creator of Gilbert and Garfield are not dumb t shirt sales man they are bussinesmanand I bet they have stocks, properties and capital that will give them security to create and made new projects and that is essential for all artist, without a person willing to buy your artworks there is no artist, do not make the mistake of believing your profession is a calling of bliss without the appropriate financial reward.

Dale Carnegie's Golden Book

I found this pamphlet with the summary of Dale Carnegie's books and here are the condensed version of his most influential advice.

Principles from How to Win Friends and Influence People:
Become a Friendlier Person

1. Don't criticize, condemn or complain.
2. Give honest, sincere appreciation.
3. Arouse in other person an eager want.
4. Become genuinely interested in other people.
5. Smile.
6. Remember that a person's name is to that person the sweetest and most important sound in any language.
7. Be a good listener. Encourage others to talk about themselves.
8. Talk in terms of the other person's interests.
9. Make the other person feel important and do it sincerely.

Win people to your way of thinking


10. The only way to get the best of an argument is to avoid it.
11. Show respect for the other person's opinion.

Never say, "you're wrong."

12. If you are wrong, admit it quickly and emphatically.
13. Begin in a friendly way.
14. Get the other person saying, "yes, yes" immediately.
15. Let the other person do a great deal of the talking.
16. Let the other person feel that the idea is his or hers.
17. Try honestly to see things from the other person's point of view.
18. Be sympathetic with the other person's ideas and desires.
19. Appeal to the nobler motives.
20. Dramatize your ideas.
21. Throw down a challenge.

Be a leader

22. Begin with praise and honest appreciation.
23. Call attention to other's mistakes indirectly.
24. Talk about your own mistakes before criticizing the other person.
25. Ask questions instead of giving direct others.
26. Let the other person save face.
27. Praise the slightest improvement and praise every improvement. Be " hearty in your approbation and lavish in your praise."
28. Give the other person a fine reputation to live up to.
29. Use encouragement. Make the fault seem easy to correct.
30. Make the other person happy about doing the thing you suggest.

Principles from How to Stop Worrying and Star Living.

Fundamental Principles for overcoming worry.

1. Live in "day-tight compartment."
2. How to face trouble:

a. Ask yourself, "What is the worst that can possibly happen?"
b. Prepare to accept the worst.
c. Try to improve the worst.

3. Remind yourself of the exorbitant price you can pay for worry in terms of your health.

Basic Techniques in Analyzing Worry


1. Get all the facts.
2. Weigh all the facts - then come to a decision.
3. Once a decision is reached, act!
4. Write out and answer the following question:

a. What is the problem?
b. What are the causes of the problem?
c. What are the possible solution?
d. What is the best possible solution?

Break the Worry Habit Before it Breaks You
1. Keep busy.
2. Don't fuss about truffles.
3. Use the law of averages to outlaw your worries.
4. Cooperate with the inevitable.
5. Decide just how much anxiety a thing may be worth and refuse to give it more.
6. Don't worry about the past.

Cultivate a Mental Attitude that will Bring You Peace and Happiness

1. Fill your mind with thoughts of peace, courage, health and hope.
2. Never try to get even with your enemies.
3. Expect ingratitude.
4. Count your blessings - not your troubles.
5. Do not imitate others.
6. Try to profit from your losses.
7. Create happiness for others.

A Perfect way to Conquer Fear

1. Pray.

Don't worry about criticism

1. Remember that unjust criticism is often a disguised compliment.
2. Do the very best you can.
3. Analyze your own mistakes and criticize yourself.

Prevent Fatigue and Worry and keep Your energy and Spirits High

1. Rest before you get tired.
2. Learn to relax at your work.
3. Protect your health and appearance by relaxing at home.
4. Apply these four good working habits:
a. Clear your desk of all papers except those relating to the immediate problem at hand.
b. Do things in order of their importance.
c. When you face a problem, solve it then and there if you have the facts necessary to make a decision.
d. Learn to organize, deputize and supervise.

5. Put Enthusiasm into your Work.
6. Don't worry about insomnia.

On Values and Color

I once heard my professor saying that most of the colors in nature contain a certain amount of gray in life. today when I was studying a yellowed page of a drawing by Sargent I realized what he meant, hen he mentioned that theres only pure white in the reflection of a metal and that was it, the whitest yellow is still gray in black and white, and the studies of bouguereau if you try and draw some of this paintings you will realize how much of an emphasis he put in drawing and values they might even come second from color, Richard Schmid mentioned how some artists chose one of two things to emphasize when creating their art for Monet was color and light over sharpness of figure or shape in comparison with Zorn and Sargent (figure and shape over color) in the case of Bouguereau it would be shape and Value, Not all artists have it all because sight is limited and nobody can master all things but once in a while we see can see paintings where some of this elements go beyond a perfect harmony and that is what I think what we call a masterpiece.

Digital arts

Coming from an art student who has created the major part of his work digitally, I believe there is a certain amount of danger in getting too accustomed to drawing and writing and just revolving all of our life in a digital manner, I mean getting surrounded with computers and getting out creative input from digital sources will eventually harm the art, there was an interview by Paul pope once he mentioned how important it was for him to figure out what this heroes of his were using, and Alex Both told him that he regretted using markers on his comics, imagine, Alex told Paul pope to use brushes instead and the fact that using brushes were a lot more difficult, there is also another story where one famous artist told younger artists on a New York Come-on I believe that we should stop making art digitally that this would not be able to sell later on, and he jokingly told them "when your wife ask you a kitchen counter you better be able to buy it" I found that funny, I mean in a sense theres this fear of perfectionism that invades must artists starting out in making comics, I guess computer do make things a bit easier in the sense that there is no psychological "White Paper" and there is less pressure when it comes to ruin a page up, I mean I do love all types of art work dont get me wrong almost all of my work is digitally, but, I have come to believe that I should get off the computer and start carrying a camara and a sketchbook, and just become like a child again, just doodle.

This guy Brian chippendale one of my favorite artists sometimes mentioned in an interview how he actually draws with his left hand in order to fight been to comfortable drawing a certain way, I mean is seeking what James victor calls the honesty and spontaneity of the drawing, certain things just cant be achieved by digital means, well in conclusion I found recently that I think I should not limit my learning to only a program or a Wacom tablet but instead I should get deeply into what other has experienced and risked their lives on which is ink.