February 24 2026, I am 38 minutes away from starting class with a difficult group, and all I’m wondering is: how did I get myself into this situation? This job is very difficult, and it requires so much patience. I thought, in my little head, that I could learn how to set up a website, learn how to use some tools, and figure it out.
I’m stalking my artist friends who are a lot more successful and accomplished than me and thinking, how can I also do something like this? What portfolios are they using? What words are they using to convince other people of their worth?
Anyway, this took me a few minutes, and I don’t want to waste my planning period. Somehow I keep getting more stressed about all of this, and I can’t wait for spring break.